Luke, I'm in chemistry right now, organic actually. I know you'd be in the same boat if you were here. I wish we could've studied together - even if you hated it. How many times did we complain about this to each other? too many. But you always had me laughing as you dashed around always late. You really had it all - the looks, the brain, the laughter. You were a magnet. Everyone who knew you was drawn to you. We were supposed to have more time. I never worried about making it to parties becuase another three years seemed like forever. But you've given that to me and so much more. Be present. Live each day. Love yourself so much that you take care of yourself. We all miss you down here, the pain sometimes is incredible. I see your name on my ring everyday - and you live on. Your spirit and your smile. You have become a guardian angel. I don't usuallly pray, but I do for your family, FISH and blood family. I know we're hurting but you've made a lasting impact. How can I sum up everything I want to say to you? Take care of us beautiful boy. Guide us and help us make an impact like yours. Help us be as kind and welcoming as you were to all we meet. I love you, I miss you. You're always here with us, I know it. See you soon. xoxo